Wednesday, November 7, 2012

like " Bipolar disorder Syndrom "

very sad  if there is someone who hates us, not like us ..
no know the reasons that cause it ..

sometimes people do not realize that what he had spoken could indirectly hurt other people (including me).

one of the reasons why I was never told my problems that I feel because I'm afraid if my own words can hurt others.

sometimes the problem can be further complicated if one knows the problems we face.

but sometimes also makes the existing load becomes lighter.

but it all depends on each individual ...

I may i have a strange mental illness, sometimes the tears suddenly came out unconsciously feels like having a disease syndrome
"Bipolar disorder " but i always cry if i remember my problem

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

seribu mata memandang.
bagaimana keadaan nya, bagaimana situasi nya..
mungkin tak akan ada yang mengulurkan tangan.
tak kan ada yang peduli dan mengerti..

sejauh mana hati merasakan..
lara hati terus menyayat hati
tangisan yang tak di hiraukan.
derai tangis yang terus mengalir.


menangis, terdiam di ujung sudut.
menunggu kehadiran yang dapat menenangkan hati.
namun, apalah daya tak ada satu pun orang yang iba.
hanya sesosok banyangan gelap yang menemani suara tangisan nya.